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Kwakunetha, kwakulungile. Imvula evuthuzayo yavuthuza nge-YMCA yokupaka apho unyana wam wayesenkampini, kwaye wafihla ukhetho lwabantu abadala endalukhonkotha kwifowuni yam. Ndithathe incwadana ebethwayo esihlalweni sabakhweli ndaqala ukuyibhala, ndongeza kwiBali loQhawulo-mtshato lwam. Isahluko sanamhlanje sibhalwe nge-inki eluhlaza kunye neenyembezi. Iyafana nesahluko sokugqibela.
Amazwi anomsindo entlokweni yam ajikeleza ukakayi lwam, efuna ukuviwa. Ndikrobe amanxeba anzulu ephepheni ngosiba lwam ndizama ukuwakhupha onke amagama, ndiwatshica njengemingxuma yomnquma kwindawo edityanisiweyo yokubopha de uxinzelelo kumva wamehlo lwami luthothe. Ndoyame ngomqolo entloko ndavala isiciko. Umsindo, ukuphoxeka kunye nosizi zazikhuselekile ngokukhuselekileyo kwikhadibhodi emnyama namhlophe emhlophe. Ndifuna ukukrazula umnyango kwi-Honda Civic yam kunye nokuhlaselwa kwendawo yokuhlala, kodwa ndandinobomi. Kwafuneka ndenze intetho encinci encinci nabanye oomama kunye nomcebisi wekhampasi waseKholejini, bezenza ngathi ukungabikho kokufuma kwakumnandi kum njengoko bekubanjalo.
Ukubhala kuzisa umdaka ungazi nto ukuya kukhanya okumangazayo kwemini apho eminye imiphetho inokuthanjiswa kwaye ilawulwe. Ukubhala kunokwaphula into engaziwayo ngamagama kwaye kuncede uphinde ufumane uluvo lolawulo, ukoyikisa iingcinga ezihamba kunye nomlomo. Nokuba isenzo sokubhala, ukuhamba ngasemva nangaphandle kokuprinta iileta, kunokuhambisa uxinzelelo, ukuthomalalisa kunye nokuzola. atshicele, aphoswe phantsi enkwalini okanye atshiswe ngomlilo. Unyango kunye nokufikeleleka, ukubhala kunokuba yibhodi yakho enesandi, umgcini-ncwadi kunye ne-ally yonke inye.
Ndabhala zantathu iincwadi ndisiya kuqhawulo mtshato wam, ndenza isaga eyoyikisayo kwi-clammy, amaphepha ashwabeneyo. Ndabhalela ukukhupha, ndibhalele uxwebhu, ndibhalele ukukhupha isakhiwo soxinzelelo esifubeni sam esisongela ukuwela kumalungu am. Kakhulu ndibhale kuba ndinomntwana omncinci
othembele kum ukuba ndibaleke naye epakini kwaye ndimthengele ukutya okuziinkozo okungenampilo kuba babene Ironman ebhokisini.
Ukubhala ibali lomtshato wam
Ukubhala ibali lomtshato wam njengoko isiqendu ngasinye sityhilekile sandinika loo ndawo ukuyibeka yonke, amathemba atshabalalisile kwaye nezicwangciso zonakala, ukuze ndisebenze ngalo mzuzu ndibuyele ekuqhubekeni nazo zonke izinto ezingalunganga kamva. Ukubhala kundinike nendawo yokuququzelela ukucinga kwam ngexesha apho ulwazi olutsha luyehla ecaleni kobuso bam ngaphandle kokwenza isifotho ezingqondweni zam.
Uqhawulo-mtshato lixesha lesicwangciso kunye nokubonwa ngokucacileyo kuba kufuneka wenze izigqibo ezintle zentloko.
Hayi izigqibo zesuphu okanye isaladi, kodwa izigqibo ezinkulu malunga nemali yakho kunye nekhaya lakho kunye nemibhiyozo yakho yeholide kule minyaka ingamashumi amabini izayo. Izigqibo ezingafanelekanga ukuba zenziwe kwinkungu engalunganga yokuphulukana nokulala kunye nokuziphindezela ngeengcinga ezintle. Amaphepha encwadi yam azaliswe luluhlu kunye nezinto eziphambili kunye neziqalekiso eziya kuzisa iintloni kwizinyanya, kodwa ekugqibeleni zenze ukuba zilungelelanise, zikhuphe iimvakalelo ezandibangela ukuba ndibekho kwiincopho zokungabinangqondo.
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Kulapho ndiqale khona ukucwangcisa ikamva lam elitsha njengomama ongatshatanga, umfazi ongatshatanga.
Ndaye ndazibhalela nengcambu, ndonwabile njengoko ndandiqhubeka nale nkqubo, ndizivuyisana ngokusinda kwintlanganiso yegqwetha, ngokulungisa isinki eyayiluxanduva lwam ngoku. Ndabhala iintetho ezibhalwe kuloo ncwadi, amaphepha ngaphambili apho ndandisazi ukuba ndiyakukhubeka xa ndifuna ukukhuthazwa. Ndim ndedwa owayesazi ukuba kunjani ngaphakathi kwiBali lam, ukuyibhala kundincede ndayiqonda kwaye ukuyifunda kamva kwakufana nokuba neqabane endinokuncokola nalo, ekuphela komntu owayesazi ngaphakathi. Kwaye ke ndaqala ukuphilisa,
kwaye bendikwazi ukuxela kuba iinkcukacha ezi-gory zaqala ukunyibilika zaza zagungxeka kwimihlaba egcwele ithemba, iitekisi zokuzisola kunye nezityholo zaba ngamaphepha azaliswe ngumbulelo kunye namathuba, kwaye Ibali loQhawulo-mtshato lwam luba malunga nokuleqa ulonwabo kunye nokulufumana.
Kwenzeka njani ukuba kuphele isimanga?
Okokugqibela, ndibeka iBali loQhawulo-mtshato wam kunye nakho konke okunye ukubhala kwam, kwishelufa esegumbini. Kwakungeyona nxalenye elula ukuba ndibhale, kodwa ihlanganiswe ecaleni kwezinye iincwadi zidibanisa nezinye iindawo zokuphila, njengonyaka wam wokuqala wekholeji okanye ukuphulwa kwempumlo. Ayipheleli nje ekubeni iBali loQhawulo-mtshato lwam alundichazanga, ayisiyiyo nokubhala kwam okuhle. Njengoko usiba lwam lubhabha lujikeleze ukuqala kwencwadi entsha ndiyazi ukuba, njengefranchise kaJason Bourne, kuhlala kukho enye isavenge esimnandi kwimisebenzi. Kwaye ndiza kuyibhala.