Umxholo
- Kwintombazana esemfanekisweni
- Ngoku ngenxalenye ekhohlisayo
- Ukufezekiswa kwesicwangciso sikaThixo
- Umtshato esondweni
- Isigqubuthelo siyaphakanyiswa
- Ubungqina bokungabi nathemba emtshatweni
- Obu bubungqina bam bokungabi nathemba emtshatweni.
- Ukubuyisa ithemba ngenxa yokuphelelwa lithemba
Ngexesha langoku, ndiyakholelwa ukuba uThixo ngewayengasizisanga ukuza kuthi ga apha ukusishiya. Njengoko ndijonga ngasemva, ndiyazi ngoku ukuba uThixo wandithanda kuqala ukuze ndazi ngokuthanda ngokungazenzisiyo.
Ngobo busuku uThixo wandicela ukuba "ndihlale" Uthe, "Ukuba ufuna aqonde ukuba luyintoni uthando lokwenene," uyakuhlala "Ngobo busuku yayisisiqalo seminyaka eli-19 yentlungu kwaye amaxesha amaninzi azisola.
Akukho namnye owakha wandixelela ukuba ubomi buza kuba nzima ngolu hlobo. Akukho namnye owakhe wachaza ukukhathazeka ngokwasemoyeni nangokwasemoyeni endizakudlula kuko ukubonakalisa uthando lukaThixo.
Obu bubungqina bam bomtshato oqhekekileyo.
Kwintombazana esemfanekisweni
Yayiluthando ekuqaleni kokubona. Ndandineminyaka eyi-10 xa umntakwethu weza nomfanekiso ekhaya kumhlobo wakhe osenyongweni. Wayeneminyaka eli-12 ubudala esikolweni, yaye ndandisazi ukuba ngenye imini, uya kuba ngowam.
Ingathi ndiyambona ngoku, ehleli kulaa dresser. Uncumo oluhle kwaye oludlamkileyo njengokuphela kwendalo kaThixo enobuchule. Wayengazi ngelo xesha, kodwa wayethenjisiwe ukuba abe ngumfazi wam, umtshato ugqibelele ngandlela zonke.
Malunga neminyaka emi-4 kamva, mna nomninawa wam sasidlala ibhola yomnyazi epakini ebumelwaneni xa omnye wabahlobo bakhe ovela kwisikolo samabanga aphakathi ebaleka yinkundla kwaye wamazi.
Njengoko ndaziswa, ndikhumbula ukucinga nge-WOW, ndithandana. Emva kwengxoxo ekhawulezileyo, uqhubeke nokubaleka. Ngokukhawuleza ndabuza umntakwethu, "ingaba ingoyena mhlobo usenyongweni wasemfanekisweni kwiminyaka eyadlulayo." Ndothuka xa esithi hayi.
Ngoku ndicinga ukuba umntakwethu uhleli emgodini wegolide wabafazi abahle. Ukukhawuleza phambili kwiminyaka eliqela ngelixa mna nomntakwethu sixhonyiwe, sityelele umhlobo ovela kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo. Ewe, njengoko unokuthekelela.
Yaphinda yenzeka; Ndandisemathandweni. Ndabuza, "Ngaba yile ntombazana enye ipaki" "Hayi," "njani malunga nentombazana evela kumfanekiso (uthando lwam lokuqala)" "Hayi," waphendula.
Ngoku ngenxalenye ekhohlisayo
Ngokuqinisekileyo ayizange ithande ekubonweni kokuqala xa ndadibana nomhlobo wam osenyongweni womntakwethu ovela kwiintsuku zabo zamabanga aphakamileyo. Xa kuzalwa umtshana wam, bendimndwendwela lonke ithuba endilifumana emva kwesikolo.
Ukuba nguMalume oziqhenyayo, ndazisa intombi yam kunye nomhlobo wam osenyongweni ukuba adibane nomtshana wam xa ndivula umnyango kwigumbi lomntakwethu, apho wayekhona. Omnye umntu endandingamazi wayephethe umtshana wam oxabisekileyo, umntakwethu kunye nomhazala wam.
Ke ndenze into enokwenziwa nasiphi na isalamane esinothando. Ndithathe umtshana wam kulomntu ndingamaziyo ndabuza imibuzo emibini esisiseko "ungubani" kwaye "uphi umntakwethu." Kulapho kwaqala khona ukhuphiswano lokujonga.
Ndiphantse ndalibala ukuba kutheni ndilapho. Emva kolo suku, lo mntu ndingamaziyo, umhlobo kabhuti obizwa ngokuba ngumhlobo osenyongweni (endingazange ndadibana naye), wabizwa ngokuba ngu-Godmother. Kakhulu kumgodi wegolide wabafazi abahle.
Lo mhlobo wayemhle, kodwa umtshana wam ngowam, kwaye ndandingafuni ukwabelana naye nabani na, nditsho nkqu no “Nyokokhulu” wakhe. Akufuneki ukuba ndithethe, andinakwenza ngokwaneleyo ukugcina lo mama kaThixo engekho. Waqala ukuza yonke imihla. Sade saba ngabahlobo.
Kuyavela ukuba ebengekho mbi ngapha koko. Sade saqala ukuxhoma nje ukuhleka nokuthetha. Saqonda ukuba sinento eninzi esifana ngayo. Ngexesha lasehlotyeni ngaphambi konyaka wam ophakamileyo kwisikolo samabanga aphakamileyo, ndakha imvakalelo yokumbuza.
Lelinye lawona maxesha amabi ebomini bam. Njengokuba ndandikhubekile ngamazwi am, wathi, "ewe!" ndingekayigqibi intetho yam ebendiyilungiselele. Ndaziva ndingoyena mntwana unethamsanqa emhlabeni; Ndandijola nentombazana yasekholejini. Kuzo zonke izihlobo zomntakwethu, bendikhethe ezona zilungileyo.
Ukufezekiswa kwesicwangciso sikaThixo
Ngenye imini intombi yam entsha kunye nam sasithetha ngeentsuku zakudala xa wayeqala ukudibana nomntakwethu. Uye wakhankanya ukuba wayemazi ukusukela kwisikolo samabanga aphakathi.
Sahleka xa ndandimxelela ukuba uphantse waphoswa kuba, xa ndandisengumntwana, ndandithandana nomhlobo wakhe osenyongweni nangona ndingazange ndadibana naye- intombazana esemfanekisweni.
Khange ayifumane ihlekisa xa esithi, “ibindim lo uhleli kwisinxibo. Ndinike umntakwenu lo mfanekiso. ” Yasimangalisa indlela ubomi bethu obabudlala ngayo. Ndilapha, ndithandana nentombazana esemfanekisweni!
Intombazana endandisithi ndiza kuyitshata ngenye imini. Kuhle kangakanani oko? Ke kuye kwafuneka ndazi ... uthini ngomhlobo wam osenyongweni endidibene naye epakini. Uthe, “Ewe, ndiyalukhumbula olo suku.”
Ngoku ngowokugqibela "umhlobo osenyongweni" Kuthiwani ngomhlobo wasekamereni esasityelele olo suku kwiminyaka emininzi eyadlulayo. Ukuba le yayiyinto kaThixo, ngokuqinisekileyo, wayeya kuba ngumhlobo omnye.
Ewe, yandophula intliziyo xa esithi akakhumbuli simtyelela. Ungaze unikezele, ndachaza ukuba unjani umama wakhe, indlu, umthi omkhulu ngaphambili, ukuqhekeka kwindlela yokuhamba.
IBINGO ... yep, yindlu kamama nomama leyo. Ibali elifutshane ... bendithandane amaxesha ngamaxesha kunye nentombazana enye. Intombazana esemfanekisweni ekugqibeleni yayiyeyam kwaye yayimiselwe ukuba ibe ngumfazi wam. Wayeyicebo likaThixo lokuzisa ulonwabo novuyo ebomini bam.
Umtshato esondweni
Emva kweminyaka emalunga ne-4 sithandana, ekugqibeleni saya kumda womtshato. Senza iiklasi zomtshato. Sasithandaza rhoqo ebusuku, sifunda iBhayibhile kunye. Sasizimisele ukuba sithandane ngonaphakade.
Ndacela kumama wakhe notata wakhe isandla sakhe emtshatweni. Nge-11 kaSeptemba 1999, uThixo wasigcina isithembiso sakhe. Uthando lwam lokuqala yayiluthando lwam olunye kuphela.
Umntu endimthembise ukunikela ngobomi bam bonke ukuba ndimthande, ndimhloniphe, ndimxabise, ndimhloniphe de kusehlulwe kukufa.
Ngexesha leminyaka e-4 edlulileyo, besinamahla ndinyuka, kodwa konke oko bekuya kuba kufanelekile. Ndikwazile ukuzisa umtshakazi wam ekhaya ndaza ndanabo obo busuku bokuqala basendle sonke siphupha ngabo ... okanye ndacinga njalo.
Isigqubuthelo siyaphakanyiswa
Njani ukuba ibali uthando. Ungatsho ukuba yenzelwe i-Lifetime TV. Kodwa andibhali ngebali lothando. Oku kungamandla oxolelo kunye nokuqonda injongo yam.
Oku malunga nohambo lwam lokholo kunye neendleko ezithathayo ukuhamba kwindlela uThixo andibize ngayo nam. Ibali lam liqala ngokuba buhlungu nokunganyaniseki, kodwa ndimi ndiqinile ... ndingathandi ukubona enye into ngaphandle kwezithembiso zikaThixo.
Ubomi busibethile, kwaye busibethe kanobom. Kwimeko engakholelekiyo yokungakholelwa kwaye ndingenanto, ndaphikisana noThixo emoyeni, "Ungayivumela njani lento" "Ndikuthembile, bendimthanda ngentliziyo yam yonke."
Impendulo kaThixo yayikukuba, "ukuba ufuna aqonde ukuba luyintoni uthando lokwenene, hlala." Kuya kufuneka uphume engqondweni yakho, nditshilo. Ngandlela thile ndafumana amandla okuMthemba.
Uyayazi intetho ethi, "Impambano iphinda-phinda into enye kodwa ulindele iziphumo ezahlukileyo." Kwimeko yam, lukholo okanye ubudenge; Andikenzi isigqibo okwangoku. Umthanda njani umntu okuvisa kabuhlungu?
Ubungqina bokungabi nathemba emtshatweni
Umthemba njani umntu onelona nani likhulu leemela emqolo wakho? Umntu onokuphumelela ukukuqinisekisa ukuba ubeka nganye imela apho ngokwakho? Uwafumana njani amandla okuthanda umntu kuyo yonke intlungu yokungalali ebusuku? Ufumana njani ithemba lomtshato ongenathemba?
Obu bubungqina bam bokungabi nathemba emtshatweni.
Njengomntwana, uThixo walityhila icebo lakhe kum. Ngokholo, ndalijonga icebo laKhe lityhileka. Inxalenye enzima yokuqonda kukuba kutheni Wayebonakala ngathi woyisakele ukukhankanya iminyaka yokuba yinkwenkwe yakhe yokubetha ukuze sincede ukusindisa intombi yakhe ethandekayo.
Xa ndibalisa ibali lam, andijongi kuvelwano okanye ndibethe umfazi wam kuba wayenendima ayidlalileyo kuyilo lukaThixo. Le mibuzo ichazwe ngasentla inikezelwe ukubonisa umahluko phakathi kwethemba nokungabi nathemba.
Okwangoku ebomini, ngexesha lokudana kwam okukhulu noThixo ndanikwa uJeremiya 29: 11- "Kuba ndiyazi izicwangciso endinazo ngani," itsho iNkosi, "Ndiceba ukuphumelela kwaye hayi ikwenzakalise, uceba ukunika unethemba nekamva. ”
Ndibambelele nkqi kwesi sithembiso sivela kuThixo. Ndijonge kwikamva ndinethemba, naphakathi kokungabi nathemba kwenyama. Ndiyayamkela inyani yokuba ndine-1 kuphela kwezi-2 izigqibo endizenzayo.
- Thembela kuThixo kwaye ulandele ukuthanda kwakhe. Okanye.
- Bala ilahleko zam kwaye wamkele ukuba umhlaba ubuchasene nomtshato wam ukusukela ngaphambi kokuba uqale.
Ndikhetha ukulwa! Ndikhetha ukugcina ukholo kwaye ndiyazi ukuba uThixo akandishiyanga. Ndiyathandaza ukuba nawe, ngenye imini, uyokufumanela ubuhle uthuthu lwakho. Kuthiwa emlilweni, siyahlanjululwa kwaye senziwe sagqitywa.
Awunokwazi indlela uThixo anokuwubuyisela ngayo umtshato wakho, kodwa kufuneka uhlale unokholo kuye.
Ukubuyisa ithemba ngenxa yokuphelelwa lithemba
Ithemba lam ekubhaleni oku kukuba ngenye imini, Intombazana esemfanekisweni iyakuqonda ukuba ingaphezulu kokungaziphathi kwayo kwangaphambili.
Ungaphezulu kokhetho alwenzileyo. Uyilelwe kakuhle kwaye ubunjiwe ngokomfanekiselo othi "Lowo wamthanda kuqala" kwaye umiselwe ukuthanda "lowo wamthanda kuqala." Le yeyam uJoyce Myers ekwenziweni.
Ndiyathemba ukuba la magama anokukuthuthuzela kwaye akuncede ufumane amandla ngamaxesha apho uzibuza khona ungabuyiselwa njani umtshato ongenathemba